It's been more than 2 months since I got back in Indonesia..boy does time flies very fast..
I'm writing this post in my room, on my bed.
Before this, I just took a shower, opened my closet, took my clothes and closed the closet back. When the closet was closed, I saw my self in the mirror on the closet...
and I realized one thing, "why didn't I have more self reflections since I got back home?"
Self reflection has been one of my most powerful tools for self improvement. During my time in Iceland I used to give my self enough time and space to reflect, think back and look forward. But now I feel like I'm missing it, especially looking my posts in this blog lately.
Just as my fingers was typing the words from the previous paragraph above, my mind was trying to justify why I had less reflections...and it said to me "most probably it's because you're busy with so many things here. Your family, friends, so many close relatives...maybe you just don't have the time yet like when you're more alone in Iceland"
But on second thought...I don't think so. I think it's just me, not giving my self the time and space to reflect..all those things that my "negative energy" just said to me are just bullshit, trying to make me feel sorry for my self and feel comfortable with this condition.
Well, no way jose!
Whoaa...it feels good to write about it. I hope this post can be the trigger for me to "come back" and move forward.
Thank you for reading :)
with sincere smile,