There is a "hmmm atmosphere" all over this post as I write it down....
I've been wanting to update this blog the next day after I arrived back in Indonesia (which eventually took 72 hours).
But honestly, I just didn't know what to write...not because nothing interesting happened, but most probably because I've been feeling a mix of emotions and feelings and I just haven't give my self the time to seat, reflect, think....and write.
But I was thinking after one and a half week after my arrival home that at least I should write something before July ends..so here I am, forcing to my self to write...
Plus, tomorrow I will be leaving to East Java for a couple of days. I will be going with my friends to Mount Bromo, and hopefully return on Sunday, August 3rd in the morning to attend my friend's wedding.
Anyways, so I guess just some short updates for now...
I've been readsjuting my self with life back home...and then starting to meet my friends from here again....met my mentor....start my weekly basketball game every Sunday...
and for 4 days I went to m hometown in Solo, Central of Java, meeting my Grandmother from my Mom and my other families who live there...was so great to be back there...
I'm now still searching for universities to continue my study. Been applying scholarship and still waiting for the results of the selection..we'll see...
Other than that, like in the beginning of this post...I will go to Mount Bromo tomorrow until Sunday and be back here hopefully on Sunday to attend my friend's wedding.
Somehow I feel there's something lacking in this post...like it's a powerless post (whatever that means).
Maybe because I feel there's more to tell...
maybe I haven't readjust yet....
maybe because these feelings....
maybe because I'm still searching the answer to my "what next"...
or maybe because it's not a powerless post after all...
But for sure it doesn't matter whether this post is powerless or not...so what?
(again, whatever "powerless" means...just feel that it's the right word according to my feeling as I'm writing this post)
And for sure I'm glad that I can keep my own promise to write before July ends...
I'm on my way to the right track....I can feel it....
with smile,
ali
But honestly, I just didn't know what to write...not because nothing interesting happened, but most probably because I've been feeling a mix of emotions and feelings and I just haven't give my self the time to seat, reflect, think....and write.
But I was thinking after one and a half week after my arrival home that at least I should write something before July ends..so here I am, forcing to my self to write...
Plus, tomorrow I will be leaving to East Java for a couple of days. I will be going with my friends to Mount Bromo, and hopefully return on Sunday, August 3rd in the morning to attend my friend's wedding.
Anyways, so I guess just some short updates for now...
I've been readsjuting my self with life back home...and then starting to meet my friends from here again....met my mentor....start my weekly basketball game every Sunday...
and for 4 days I went to m hometown in Solo, Central of Java, meeting my Grandmother from my Mom and my other families who live there...was so great to be back there...
I'm now still searching for universities to continue my study. Been applying scholarship and still waiting for the results of the selection..we'll see...
Other than that, like in the beginning of this post...I will go to Mount Bromo tomorrow until Sunday and be back here hopefully on Sunday to attend my friend's wedding.
Somehow I feel there's something lacking in this post...like it's a powerless post (whatever that means).
Maybe because I feel there's more to tell...
maybe I haven't readjust yet....
maybe because these feelings....
maybe because I'm still searching the answer to my "what next"...
or maybe because it's not a powerless post after all...
But for sure it doesn't matter whether this post is powerless or not...so what?
(again, whatever "powerless" means...just feel that it's the right word according to my feeling as I'm writing this post)
And for sure I'm glad that I can keep my own promise to write before July ends...
I'm on my way to the right track....I can feel it....
with smile,
ali
posted by ali @ 5:23 PM
5 comments
5 Comments:
Sometimes, we pressure ourselves too much to know what is next when in fact, only 0,1% of the world know what is next (and probably they are dying soon).
Enjoy the present. Enjoy Home. :)
Go smoke some funny stuff and you'll be more than fine. HEHE
soon it will be my turn...
Hey dear,
how are you?
I have a little story to tell today. I just finished chairing an education conference in Estonia, had delegates also from Bulgaria. I was sharing some of my favorite books with people, one of them "Schools that learn" (yes, I finally bought it:)
So one girl from Bulgaria shared that there was an intern in Bulgaria who used to walk around with that book all the time, telling that it's his favorite. It rang a bell:) I asked if his name could have been Ali and here you have it - indeed you, an inspiring person for many.
And more - I got news 2 days ago. I'm going on an internship to Mindvalley!! So if you are somewhere in that corner of the world, maybe we can meet. I plan to stay in Malaysia for around 1,5 years from November, so there's time:) Big hug from here!
Okie...I just read the post of one of ur friend Hi Marjam... Currently I am having my internship in Malaysia ... yeah and together as well with interns in MindValley... what a small word.
Bohlam! I am coming back home in 11 days... wuhuw wohow
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